Art or creating art can go beyond the obvious aesthetic purpose or creative outlet to becoming a form of worship. A song, not formed with words but with an inner vision.
There is a stirring that happens when I begin to create. The pictures that form as I piece together a new collage or an assemblage are a song. Each seemingly insignificant scrap becomes an instrument or a voice, part of an eternal choir pulling from deep within a hidden place in my soul.
As the instruments begin to tune there is a release of control to the higher power of God. I listen, my heart and ears turn expectantly. I am not creating alone, I am a vessel, as he pours his song of love into me I pour my praise and adoration for him out onto the canvas.
This collage has gone through several transformations, each time I thought it was done and was well pleased. The second to last transformation I thought was perfect. Beautiful really. Unlike anything I had done. There were only a few elements then and it had a simplicity, a tranquility that brought the feeling of peace. Of rest. All I needed to do was add the frame. The brown would be a nice compliment to the green hue I had managed to bring out in the perfectly smooth encaustic.
But one wrong move and I ruined it. The finish was ruptured and in the process of trying to fix it I ruined it again. I was frustrated, I swore, I nearly cried as I saw the mess it had become. The more I tried to repair the worse I made it. And then I remembered. This, even this, was His to control not mine. I had to let it go. Let go of the vision I had for it and release myself to become ready to see the vision He had. I was ready to acknowledge again ~ Yes, You are God and I am Man.
"You Are God and I Am Man" is an encaustic wax collage created from antique papers, fibers and hardware on canvas. It is framed in richly patinaed reclaimed antique advertising yardsticks. To purchase, e-mail me at email@example.com or visit OPF Studio at Etsy.